mood swing! restless..
lately nie mcm bad day plak.
mane aku kena tlg org hit drg peh target? -beh aku nye target?
mane mater aku sendiri tipu aku? -i have no comments
mane aku perang besar nan papa.. -aku tahu k salah aku.

well, ape aku nak ckp eh pasal relationship aku?
asal selame nie ape aku buat untuk dia tak cukup?
maseh nak entertainment ke pat luar? maseh nak enjoy...

'ape end of the year nak kahwin ke? i aru 18 siaa'-dissapointed
Takmu ckp pasal kahwin la by. but ur word ur trying to say?? *wonder..

Ayee ex aku pun takde siak seksa aku gini rabak.
aku almost give sia nan apiz. bile ckp? 'sudahlah u i mls nak gado nan u?'
bile aku tanye i not finding fault wif u.
u know me siaa apiz. aku bole jadi understanding person if ure sincere enuf wif me.
nie tidak? bile tanye.

'buat ape i nak blg u?takde kena mengena nan u?' hancur siak hati aku..
trying to hide sumthing kan?? so obvious larrrr
aku siape nan kau?? im lost of words apiz..
thanx so much fer all this while.

aku mcm rase relationship kite lately are so empty.
ur action and ur words are telling me, where i stand. thanx.

but when one of my dear tel me dis,

"Bebe. a guy cn be a player b4 bt that doesnt mean he'llforever be like that.
It takes month or even a years for them to change. Be patient cos when he change to someone better you'll realised how lucky you are. Just love him sincerely im sure hisnt blind. He may be contatcting girls bhind ur back, bt they are just his pastime. One thing for suere, keep those revengeaway. i konw u can keep that relationshipof urs rocking. tc. sweetdreams."

at least, i've given myself a chance.
forgive my dear2 i wun ferget!! bukan sekali dua eh dear!

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